Damnit!

I totally have feelings for someone that I know I shouldn't and I know
that nothing will come out of it reguardless of the fact that they may
be treating me. UGH! Seriously! Affectionate feelings for the wrong
person! And I can't even be mad or avoid it because they are being
genuinely nice and a good friend! And I like being around them! And
they like Parker! Sounds perfect right! TOTALLY not! AHHHH! The
worse part you ask? I will probably tell hem how I feel, because I
have a word vomit issue, and will ruin everything that we have the way
it is. I miss having feelings like this for another person and of
course the person I do have them for is HIGHLY inappropriate!

What is wrong with me?!?!

Let the repression begin!