It feels like too much right now. Parker is ending Kindergarten in about 2 weeks and I just calculated that it will cost me about $2000 to send him to daycamp for the summer. That is so much money! I would almost rather quit my job and stay home that spend that much money. (I know that makes no sense what so ever but $2000 on day camp makes me vom a little).
I have an amazing support system but when it comes to times like these, it is not big enough. I can't ask my family to help because they are too far away and I can't ask too much of my neighbors because they have a full house hold as is. I feel like screaming when I have to figure out what to do with him while he isn't in school. How do parents do it? I am candidly asking. I need help. I need a boost. I don't know that I can handle this right now. I think I need to make a drastic change in my life so that figuring out summer break for my son isn't so difficult.....but maybe it doesn't matter what would change, maybe it is hard to figure out for everyone. Maybe I am just bitching for no reason.